& now dying doesn't seem so cruel.

I woke up today

Woke up wide awake

In an empty bed

Staring at an empty room

I have myself to blame

For the state I'm in today

And now dying

Doesn't seem so cruel 

And oh, I don't know what to say

And I don't know anyway

Anymore

You got what you deserved

Hope you're happy now

'Cause everytime I think of her with you

It's killing me

Inside, and

Now I dread each day

Knowing that I can't be saved

From the loneliness

Of living without you 

I hate myself for losing you

I'm seeing it all so clear

I hate myself for losing you

What do you do when you look in the mirror

And staring at you is why he's not here?

What do you say when everything you said

Is the reason why he left you in the end?

How do you cry when every tear you shed

Won't ever bring him back again?

I hate myself for loving you

Kelly Clarkson - I hate myself for losing you